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I was reading this philosophical post about
mental understanding and the importance of the mind concepts only. What I
believe that is overlooked here is this focus on head “enlightenment”. The mind
can actually be the biggest obstacle to real knowledge/perception. It’s a
collective belief about how our thinking is the most important tool and that
mental knowing will make us smarter and therefore how much we will gain through
intellectual discernment etc. We can have all the knowledge in the world, but
we can’t hide from that which is inside.
Understanding; meaning “standing-under”
something, that is even more tangible and expressive.
And this is most evident when it comes to the spiritual inner experiences of an
individual.We need to acknowledge that this is not
about being critical or negative in any way, but that all of that is a
byproduct that comes along with some practices or it can happen out of
curiosity, although it may even occur spontaneously. Unquestionably it’s a path
of many who are willing to explore the depths of their own psyche. It’s a
process of transformation and whatever comes up in it is a necessity and
essential, but should end in a harmonious way and true wholeness!
In some way we could say that a spiritual path
is there to seduce us and prepare us for something much more powerful. Of
course we have to take into consideration that every person on this planet has
a different lesson to fulfil for a specific place and time, for their inner
expansion, growth and realization, no matter how it looks or is manifested in
this material reality. For some people this experience we call life can be seen
as anything but spiritual and is after all very much connected to the inner
realization, but is operating on a more distant, different level of perception,
ultimately to reach certain destination that is also valuable and important. On
the other hand, there are experiences that were there as a predisposition at
birth and take place in a life of an individual to experience more subtle
layers of awareness, which is in most cases very hard to integrate and ground,
to become a part in everyday experience and to function in a society as we know
today, especially under established paradigm that is still very much in front
of other alternatives, secret teachings and esoteric knowledge. And even there
we can find many misconceptions that are wrongly perceived and can lead to very
unbalanced place inside the mind, which is a process of unraveling and
dissolving internal barriers, belief systems and perceptions we have learned -
but are only temporary structures, even though, they seem very tangible.
What happens in most cases and especially at
the beginning of a spiritual search, is that there is an excitement that arises
and inexplicable yearning that comes along from a deep part of our being. So
that feeling can arouse a reason for someone - trying to get closer to the
nature of deeper reality and that, which is unknown.
With certain experiences and knowledge that
can be obtained through reading about spiritual matters for example, then this
mental breakthrough can happen, that is actually not on a level of energetic
opening, but can be helpful for someone to put things into perspective and with
that some clarity and understanding. It’s usually a first stage of intellect
transformation. We can have a lot of “aha” moments in that, but that, which is
unconsciously inside us, must be brought up onto the surface. It’s when mental
understanding meets a core of a pattern that is buried inside our subconscious
mind and we can find out that it has quite an energetic charge and can be felt
as a physical symptom. So the time when we are ready to melt parts inside our
unconscious mind, as a result, many phenomena can manifest into our awareness
and consequently in our outer reality. That is when we realize the difference
between thinking about a taste of something vs. having a bite. It all sounds
fanciful, until we bump into it and see that this isn’t just a bunch of nice
airy spiritual ideas, it has a really greedy experiential reality to it.
Experiences like that can be very frightening.
For someone, this can happen in a more gentle and subtle way and for someone
else, this can be much more extreme and profound in nature. It all depends from
what level one is experiencing an expansion like that and a purpose behind it.
It’s a natural flow of the energy to push unconscious material onto the surface
and can act out in a various ways. Many people can experience the same kind of
pattern, but on another level of perception. One can find himself inside a
psychological plane and another at more deeper level. After all, there is no
distinction between them, just that there are layers on the path to the core
and what inner compass (soul) has directed for someone to see. The first can
not comprehend the experience of another, because his perception operates more
on a surface and can be seen as too absurd or even unrealistic. In our society,
a level this deep and a denial of it can manifest as mental illness, extreme
ungroundedness or even as schizophrenic tendencies. The denied aspects can be
buried to such an extent, that a person can not integrate it, to have a
valuable experience. If that can happen, one can gain great insight and
profound realization.
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Openings like that differentiate with one
another and can manifest from the mind, heart or gut level and all have
qualities as well as stages, so one can find himself in really interesting and
bizarre situations. The things that we feel inside our bodies have the
potential to transform into a visual objects or images and there is a danger to
deny the experience so we can push it outside ourselves. We see that some
feelings and mind states can have specific metamorphic form and when we become
aware of that, we need to stay present, because sometimes those appearances can
look pretty shocking. The intensity of the process may vary from time to time,
so there is a shift in perception with everything we have known before and that
we have taken for granted. We can hear inner sounds and frequencies and those
can be connected with opening of the “Siddhis” (attainments that are the
product of spiritual advancement) written in Sanskrit. You can feel as your
body is dissolving into nothingness and as there are no boundaries or awareness
of a physicality. It’s like jumping out of the plane and than grasping for
something material.
Experience like that can sometimes end in
dissociation and depersonalization of the self, which is a part of the brain’s
natural defense mechanism to protect itself from intense trauma. All of that
can be linked with exploring the power of attachments that are in us and the
depths of it are enormous. The energy then opens the pathways in the nervous
system and the result of this can be extreme sensitivity to external
influences, toxins and everything we choose to put inside our body. We need to
learn how to function with this new set up and how to let go. Dreams can
intensify and become more vivid and can give us important revelations. Lucid
dreaming is also a common phenomena and we learn that vibration is an essence
of everything. Trouble arises when we are unable to let go of control and when
our unconscious suppressions get triggered and a few other artificial concepts
we buried within.
On the flip side, one can be rewarded with a
great insight and understanding of the processes that secretly run behind the
scene and are now revealed. What happens is that many thought patterns come to
light, so with an intent we can change and reprogram them, to than achieve a
different kind of outcome. This is a favorable time to brake some old habits,
but first the detoxification must happen, not only on a physical level, but
inside the mind as well.
Is this inner realization that a real
spiritual path will “kill” us. It will destroy our little Id-entity ego mind,
that always wants to pull us back in a place, where we feel safe and with no
fear of desolation. Because of that, one can become spiritual bipolar, which
means that there is a space within us and from here we can perceive both
polarities of “dark” and “light”. The battle between being conscious and being
unconscious. We are now aware that the whole world is in a sleeping state and
that all is just a game of “hide and seek”. We can feel that there is an
aliveness within us we were not aware of it before.
As Jim Morrison said; “We are the unborn
living, the living dead”, meaning we are not fully awake, so our shadow is
reflected back to us through life experiences.
Nevertheless, this whole energetic unfoldment
is just a first stage of an awakening and may or may not lead to a true
enlightenment.
And I don’t know what happens there. :)
Author: Luka Višnikar
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